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The dancer Age: Turning 21 Birthday: 9th Dec About you: Loves God, family n frens. sweet tooth. cant resist anything with Green tea or Red bean =) Hate studying, Loneliness n rainy days. Lack of independency previous dances Come back down I wonder... From the inside out past July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 links CounttheBeats cbox! Credits Base code:OHsaygoodbye Image: Kristi |
Monday, June 30, 2008 ( Happy Birthday @ 11:53 PM ) Hoping to say that to u now but i'm choked. barely utter any words. But u're dearly missed bro. How i wish i could tell you about my stuffs n all, but i doubt u've cared. 18 years of knowing you was bitter sweet. u're just too like me, stubborn. I know ku ma purposely tell me about the sermon she heard on forgiveness. Have i not forgive you? teared in my heart that i was mistaken by the elders. Have i not make the first move? Have i not try to strike conversation? It's not fair that i'm being blamed but i din rebuke at all, not once i did. it's always you that i will think of if i'm passing by eateries, but you wont appreciate. How i wish i could just pop by ur room and see what your doin, but you wont wan me to disturb. Being down and not lettin you guys know it's tearing me apart, it's terrible and i try not to affect my emotions while with you, but i cant. Phoned with aaron and he made me realised something, i chose to shut the doors. tellin as many as ppl i can about my feelings seems not working for me anymore. afterall, i'm the one tt is facing it. My family is the physical pillar that i've always, always rely on. But now its torn, what should i do? what can i do? it really borders me. Wei, I want to be as chirpy as i was, i'm tryin. But, Thanks for the msg of assurance that i'm not left behind. It really comforted me alot. Rou, i know u'll be there for me, always been n never fail. Somehow, I have to face the music.myself. usually confide my problems with my sisters but somehow we're drifted. Wont want to border them as well as they're busy with their work and relationship. What should i do next, bro? Nonetheless i am thankful to Him, I'm always always blessed to have people comforting me. I'm thankful for His patience as well.. 0 comments |